reason for my tomorrow(s)

on nights like this i look back
and reflect on my life.i realise
that god has been really really
nice to me.

i am thankful for all the wonderful
people he has placed in my life.

i dont have the best character,the
best behaviour.i am rude i was
never demure i am extremely
crude.i am super skinny so much
so that it is unsightly.i am not polite
i am not gentle.im am also very
uncouth and i am undesirably lazy
i sleep till the sun shines on my butt.
i was never miss "goody-two-shoes"
neither was i "little-miss-magic" even
though i have that tee shirt -.-

and i really think i am very disrespectful
to my elders.

1) i talk to my mother like a friend
2) i call my mother by her full name for fun
3) i greet my father with a "yo" every day
4) i greet my grand dad with a "twist"
5) i dont greet all my relatives.i only say a HELLO!!!

i.am.super.gone.case.

the list is never ending...

i may not be the best of a friend one could ask for
i may not be the most xi xin and ti tie girlfriend
i may not be the most considerate stranger you meet
i may not be the most understanding daughter
i may not be the most devoted follower in terms of religion
i may not be the most courteous student a teacher would ever meet
i may not be the smartest or most enthusiastic student in class
i may not be the most respectful grand children either

i seldom make initiatives,my actions are so super subtle
i dont even like to apologise because i value my pride alot.

in all. I HAVE ALOT OF SHORT COMINGS D:

i am very very very thankful to still have people who
still hold me dear despite all my shortcomings to tell
me that they would still be there for me no matter
what happens to tell me that tomorrow would be better
to make me laugh to wipe my tears away.

sometimes i really wonder why they are still there
for me despite me being the "me" i am. anyway
its not like they cannot find another better

"daughter" -just adopt one
"friend" -all it takes is a hello
"partner" -i bet there's a million better girls out there

but yet there are still here by me..

every morning i wakeup feeling thankful
that i still have so many angels around.
and i guess.its pretty much these people
that makes the world a better place to
live in.trees are greener,roses are redder,
skies are clearer,the sun shines brighter,and
the night skies has more stars cause of you
people :D

here's to all of you people <3 !
words cannot express my gratitude
but i really do appreciate each and everyone of you(: