better in time.

such acknowledgements keep me going.
even if i know its extremely exhausting
to juggle work,tuition,school,friends,family,
relationship etc.

i am extremely happy to hear what mom
told me today.totally felt that all was worth
while.

nothing beats the satisfaction i get when
i receive acceptable results for my work,
when i have good sales for the day,when
i receive good news from the 2 kids that
they've done well for their tests that they're
more confident for the next day's paper and
even if the team im in for cca does well for that
short 10min match.

but for the most part.i guess mom's impression
of me is really changing for the better.im a more
sensible girl now (as compared to 3 years before).

true,there were so many times i just felt like giving
up on my modules esp for maths and even anatomy
and pysiology because i know no shit about biology.

because i dont have Add math,because im did not
take biology in o levels because im not a pure science
student im at major advantages but i guess as long
as i put in extra effort i can probably be able to catch up.

it kinda scares me to see myself study for at least an hour
every night.making notes for the chapters when school
has only started for 22 days.. i only started to really study
when o levels was 22 days away or something.but nothing
really went in until 2 days before the paper.lol

little things like that makes the fight worthwhile.
NUS here i come :D:D