你根本不懂，你根本没有尝试去了解

you have no idea how much im crumbling
under all this built up stress aye.

just because i always put up a strong front
that im ok that i can cope that nothing seems
to be troubling me,you've always taken it
for granted.

not that im bitter about it.infact i'd rather
things stay this way cause i wont be cause
of worry.

nevermind if you dont understand/made it
a point to understand.but all you do is to
add extra uncessary stress or triggers as
and when you deem fit.do you know the
very least you can do is to shut the fuck up?

and you expect me to take it in my stride
on top on whatever shit im facing every
single damn time?

any idea how much i just want to pull my hair and scream
NO YOU DONT.