Goodbyes

i can put up with alot of things.
but there's one thing i have never been
able to deal with properly - goodbyes.

it gets so bad until when my parents
are nagging at me and they go
"next time when im not around
anymore ......." tears will just fill
up my eyes and fall down my cheeks.
and the thing is i dont cry easily,not
anymore at least.

& that's kinda sucky.