Thursday, December 02, 2010

reality is fucked up

i've actually been feeling really upset.
nothing really works to keep me cheerful.

being cheerful for that moment is one thing.
reverting back to reality is another.

im so busy i have so many things to do
i can hardly breathe but me being me just
refuse to give the fuck up.

no matter how hard im trying.i dont see
results,the results that i want to see.

and that to me is waste of time.

i know i shouldnt be this hard on myself
im a girl,im only 17 but truth be told if
im going to be this lenient to myself
i.will.never.get.far.

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